Written October 1st, 2026 August 30th, 2026 It was such a late start. I thought I'd be out of Martins around 8. I didn't wake up until 1030. I was out around 11. I got all my stuff back in my room. I wasn't planning on setting it back up, I had places to be but I didn't want to leave it either. I took a shower after set up had taken me longer than I thought. I wanted to be at the con around 1230, that was when I started leaving. It was strange taking my work route on a weeken

Written October 1st, 2026 August 22nd, 2026 Raj's birthday was canceled and so it was a somber quiet Saturday. I watched Bleach, did some laundry and did some figure shopping. August 23rd, 2026 I have been trying to get my girlfriend and my cousin to meet for some time now. I finally have both of their schedules lined up so that we might go to Wonderland together, the whole family! We picked Nene up from McDonalds where I would eat a breakfast I did not know was a mistake unt

August 19th, 2026 - 6 Months (Written September 30th, 2026) The morning started at Denny's. Not unlike my birthday we tried to get Tania her free meal a day of but big corpo wouldn't allow it. No matter, we enjoyed our breakfast and were overjoyed to hear that Raj is officially finished school! Something I am immensely proud of! After brunch we took a short reprieve at her home before heading to the sunflower field. Waow!! It was so nice, I find it difficult to write about it

August 12th, 2026 My lover has returned! I picked her up from Pearson after work. Before even, I had to run out of the kitchen before everyone else and I was still late. I will blame it on her flight being early however. It was nice to finally sleep comfortably again. August 13th, 2026 It was nice to see my cousins! I picked them up from the train station after work and we went for sushi with my mom. It’s a shame that we had so little time, dinner was nice. We watched the Kat

August 9th, 2026 I had my party yesterday. My dumb ass really thought I could have everything set up in an hour. Martin, Raj and Ryan (AND RONIC???) came to my aid around 11, we didn’t have everything set up until maybe 2. The real party itself didn’t start until 4. I felt bad for having Mama and my Ninang Floni and Lolo Ves out so long. They were the first ones there and I didn’t have a tent until much much later. I hope I didn’t embarrass myself in front of my family. My Ti

August 6th, 2026 The skies knew to weep. I just finished dropping off my baby at the airport, I’ll see her in a week sure but I can still draw a tear at her leaving. Getting there was brutal. Torrents of rain pummelled my windshield without mercy or remorse. The only reprieve from the rain was when I picked her up. Even the smallest droplet refused to fall. I commanded it, with my pure heart and whimsical soul I asked them to not get her wet. The skies knew to weep, where Ang

I’ve seen Spider-Man. That was on the 30th. When I tell you I love the movie please believe me, please understand that it isn’t recency bias. I’ve seen reviews of people saying we only like it because they’ve turned MCU Spider-Man into Tobey / Andrew, it treads no new ground. Fuck man, if this movie is just a soft reboot for the new Spider-Man films I’ll take it. In a way it’s homecoming as it’s an introduction to this Spider-Man, in a way it’s far from home in that nothing a

July 19th, 2026 The 19th, especially, was a fruitful day, as it was our five month anniversary, and we had done so much because of it! What started as a lazy day inside, then became a trip to the mall, which turned into a small picnic which eventually led us to the Brampton Library, where Tania discovered a Cricut, and I fell in love with the idea of working at a library! Life is such a beautiful thing when you don't have to work and you have money! July 20th, 2026 I write th

July 17th, 2026 I took the Friday off. What a wonderful life it is to exist at the same time as her. To know and love her. Tania and I went to Ripleys today. We took my car to Clarkson then the train into the city and walked to the fish museum. I love to be alive. We got there an hour later than we expected but it was no trouble. We took turns in the restroom, I took the opportunity to look around. Amusement and amaze at how pretty it was. She told me how during Covid it was

July 8th, 2026 There aren’t enough hours in a day, there never has been. The fact that I ever functioned properly, that I ever got to do things I was interested in is a miracle. Life has become this insane and complicated mess of a balancing act and I don’t know how to make it work. I only have so many slots in a day, and some slots are more important than others, some occupy more time. I lost my train of thought as I was writing, I know only that I never have enough time. I

June 27th, 2026 - Supergirl Saturday!!! (Written August 19th, 2026) It started with The Fall of Avalon, I’m very much enjoying it so far. It’s similar enough to Skyrim that I feel like there isn’t so high a learning curve. I went out with my mom and siblings after their church to eat. I really missed this. I don’t get to be with just them anymore. It’s nice to be around them, make our jokes, be a family. I went back to Fall of Avalon after brunch and that proceeded into most

June 22nd, 2026 Monday spent the night at Tania’s playing our game!!! It was fun to yap and teach her the basics of dungeons. We had pizza and icecream. It was a nice night. June 23rd, 2026 Work! Gym! Fall of Avalon! June 24th, 2026 Work! gym! Do stuff for mamas invitations. June 25th, 2026 Busy day at work on the bbq. Got to my mom’s place then mamas place then took the train into the city. Crazy lady wouldn’t let us have a seat. I miss Tania. :( That blue jays game was lowk

June 17th, 2026 Wednesday, new person at work! Bruno! For the first time in a long time I feel like I can breathe. Like my lungs are working again. Tania came over, I burnt her burrito. She’s getting reallly good at the Rubiks Cube. June 18th, 2026 Thursday! The one day she wanted to do the things I’ve been trying to do for weeks I didn’t bring it. I have been lugging that dnd set around for a month now, I even brought it camping. I finally gave up, thinking it’ll get done wh

We didn’t get to eat on that Friday night. We arrived at the campsite later than we hoped thanks to me leaving work late because we’re so understaffed it hurts. By the time we had set up tent and tarp we couldn’t get a fire going and my love was so tired, we’d have to cook in the dark and then do dishes. We just called it a night and went to bed hungry. When I awoke on the Saturday I got to walk the grounds for a second as I went to use the restroom. It was a functioning toil

Written June 1st, 2026 The weekend was kind to me! The drive to work this morning was not. Friday gave me if but the shortest reprieve from life. Between getting off of work and starting Dungeons it was not a very full break, it was spent mostly to doom scroll, turn my brain off, but after a week so gutting I think maybe some leniency is earned. Saturday was really fun! I drove to Tania’s after dungeons and got to wake up next to my girlfriend. I’m always awake before her, I