February 9th - 13th, 2026 - Beyond Exhausted

February 9th, 2026

What a terrible day. It started with such promise. I had all the ammunition in the world to chismis with my coworkers about this girl I have the biggest crush on, what we got up to on the weekend. While that’s how the day began it quickly devolved into bout of crying, sobbing, weeping in the recovery room.

I was asked politely to not bring her around the house and in my room. I retaliated not so kindly and I broke my own heart for attacking my mom. I had to apologize in a formal email lest I break out crying. The rest of the day wasn’t so bad, Drez wasn’t there to drag me to the gym so I went out with Roy pretty early. We talked about what we’ve been up to. A bubble tea and Popeyes later we said goodbye. I hope to see him again soon.

I was home for an hour before my crush asked me to meet some of her friends, for me to come out with her and eat. I think I was there for a couple hours. It was quaint.

February 10th, 2026

I am having the time of my life with my crush, I didn’t think that there was something missing from what I’ve had going on recently, but the very short amount of time that I’ve spent with her has shown me that I was.

Every second with her is a gift. She is so funny and smart and beautiful. I want to make her my girlfriend, but I will wait.

Shitty day at work, decent workout, phenomenal hang out with my crush. She was so excited to buy me Krispy Kreme. We met up in the Cineplex parking lot. We were at Walmart. We drove around we talked we kissed. It was nice.

February 11th, 2026

I can scarcely remember the day beyond its bullet point. Work, gym, talk to my crush. Then I went out with my mom to talk about my crush. We ran some errands after that and then I was home. I am so exhausted, I love seeing this beautiful princess of a woman but I am so tired

February 12th, 2026

Work was highkey stressful today, it wasn’t necessarily hard it was just- there were so many components to the dish and I feel as if I had to prepare near all of them. I was just slow? I put the burden upon my shoulders and while I could carry it, it was still heavy as shit. We made service I was stressing that we wouldn’t. Especially now that Maher is back, things feel like they’re ramping up.

Then when we had lunch we got bubble tea and I had to shotgun my shit because I split the side.

I dropped som things off at home before I went back out to see my crush. We worked at a library for a bit then nutted on Rajvirs house. We just drove around for a while before we ended up at Boston Pizza. I lowkey wanted pho but I gave in and had the white mans food. She seems a picky eater, textures are her enemy if she doesn’t like them. Meanwhile I love textures.

I took her back to her car and we just talked before saying goodnight. I am exhausted everywhere but around her.

February 13th, 2026

• so tired

• Work was so long for no reason

• 8 hours no break

• So much to do, not hard just a lot

• Talk to girl for a bit

• Knock out

• Fail to write recap, no dungeons

• Back to bed