February 23rd - 28th - Finishing February

February 23rd, 2026

Annjelette didn't come in today, I hope she's okay. Work was long but not in an annoying way. Drez and I got to slap each other with tortillas. The gym was short but I felt pretty good about it. I spent the rest of the day writing in my journal.

February 24th, 2026

Work was long but fine. The gym was tiring but I could go harder. I picked up my babygirl afterwards and we went to Tahini's. I really like their food. She picked up flowers for my mom after we ate and she stayed the night at mine. I am so happy. :)

February 25th, 2026

I was up for two hours waiting for my beautiful angel to wake up. We went downstairs for breakfast when she woke up. God the sun doesn't measure up to her smile.

The plan was to park at Foch and take the train into the city simply because it is the only way I know how to get into the city. My brain doesn't compute any other way. Instead of going through an arduous and confusing method, she insisted we drive to the ROM and we park there intead. When I brought up my concerns for pricing she offered to pay, we parked downtown.

The ROM was really fun. We spent most of our time in the Ancient Greece, Rome and Egypt area. It seemed like what Tania was most interested in. I was happy to be there, she told me lots of different stories while we walked around. We got to see the dinosaurs and visit a bat cave. My personal highlights. Everything else doesn't really retain in my memory. Just what made she and I happy.

When we were driving away, I remember being so upset that it was over. Every second in that car was another moment towards her departure. I hated how long we were in it. On the other hand, it was nice to drive around with her on my arm. We made our way to 3 Mariachi's. That menu was mahal as shit. I brought in an Iced Tea of which she didn't approve of. I then later spilled the can on the floor and stepped into the puddle. She was so unammused with me, my behaviour, the way I dealt with the situation.

The drive after had a terrible air. I ruined it. Such a perfect day and I ruined it. I spent so long trying to figure out how to say sorry I nearly didn't say it. We stopped off somewhere before her house to talk properly. I apologize, she forgives me and expects better of me. She tells me I’m kind and I bawl into her arms, shawty thinks I'm Superman.

I take her home. She teases me. She waits for me to get home before going to sleep. I am so incredibly happy.

February 26th, 2026

I might be neglecting her. I used to pray for the chance at a woman wanting me. Now this girl, my beautiful girlfriend of whom I adore, is inviting me over and I’m talking about “I’m tired”. The numbers ain’t adding up. I should be on my knees thanking the lord, I drown where others die of thirst and I’m complaining.

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Work

Try to plan

Gym

Gf says don’t come over bc she hates me

Contigo with the boys

:) I am happy and loved

I feel guilty that songs of the day has fallen to the wayside, it is scarcely my main focus, neither is this blog. Instead, living has become my passion in life. Going out with friends, with my girlfriend, eating, talking, laughing, enjoying being alive. The songs to my soundtrack in life have been replaced by the sounds of laughter, of love. Friends and family. My girlfriend. The song of the day today, and most days recently have been being alive.

February 27th, 2026

Work flew by. I’ve felt quiete useless as of late. I remember carrying such a large load at work and yet these days I feel less and less needed. Strange.

I grabbed Tania after work and we ate at Contigo. It was cool to think I was just in this restaurant missing her and now she was here with me. We were an hour or so away from my usual Friday plans but Tito Arni suggested we do tomorrow instead.

Home, my girlfriend and I watched Disney+’s Adults before bed. I love being with her.

February 28th, 2026

I love a nothing burger day with awesome sauce. Does that make any sense? My Saturday wasn’t filled with any sort of grandeur, it was slow and sloppy and had just enough elements to make it enjoyable. I woke up to my girlfriend on my arm, I hung out with my brother, I played dungeons and dragons with family and I went to bed with my girlfriend on my arm.

There were moments during the day that I found annoying but why should I choose to remember the day like that? Instead, I’ll remember it as the night we told each other we’re falling in love.