February 15th & 16th, 2026

February 15th, 2026

I woke up in a bed that wasn’t my own. A beautiful woman upon my arm. I deserve every ounce of happiness I am given, I only pray that she feels the same.

We headed downstairs to make breakfast, pancakes!! Something I’m not good at, I tried making a pancake and it came out so bad. She made the rest and I failed to wash the dishes. If these are tests I’m failing; I only hope my teacher is forgiving.

We watched Haunting after breakfast and then napped around midday. We had lunch and then showered. I don’t really know where the day went but already the moonlight was the only thing illuminating her at the edge of the bed. If I could paint she’d be the perfect muse. I’ve never seen something so- something that looked like it was begging to be captured. A moment that was so deserving to be preserved forever in art. She was da real art.

It was time to go. I forgot to say bye to her sister, I felt rude. Another test failed? We packed into my car and I took her to the superstore so she could pick up some snacks for a party I was dropping her off at. She said something I won’t repeat here but I agree with completely. I understand the time we spent together has been pretty short but if this feeling ever fades I hope you take me out back and shoot me. Nothing will feel better than this.

I kissed her before dropping her off at her party. I felt invincible. I drove home with the windows down, the music blaring.

When I got home I yapped with Freya, we had dinner together. I love my sister, she’s becoming a whole ass person. It’s so cool to witness in real time. My brother I’ve already seen develop, though most recently his voice has been deepening, he sounds like my Godson now. How strange.

I caught up to JJK S3 and then doomscrolled before falling asleep.

February 16th, 2026

I am doom scrolling the day away. It is a disgusting thing, to waste away without cause. I think about her. When I’m with her every second counts. There isn’t time to waste, the infinite scroll isn’t even an afterthought, it never comes up at all. In the three hours I’ve been awake so far I feel half of it was spent withering, the other was actually useful in that I got some writing done.

I packed Logan and Freya into the car and we drove to Brampton, I made plans with my crush for us to hangout and she wanted my siblings around too. We all met up at a nice little cafe. Just buying food for my siblings was so expensive, that wasn't even counting my crush and I.

We played Catacombs of Karak for a while before we decided to try our minds at an escape room. It was genuinely so much fun. The two kids helped as much as they could, Logan and my crush paired up while Freya and I stuck together. For two full adults and two kids it was just challenging enough. The story was compelling, the puzzles were fun to solve, we only got stuck once. We played board games after and then I took us all back home so I could pack for the week to come.

I did taxes in my room while Freya and my crush yapped. After which I introduced my mom to my crush. I think it went well, two of the most important people in my life meeting. My crush and I left my place and went to hers. The beginning of our week together.