March 1st - 10th - March Madness or whatever

March 1st - 4th, 2026 - What is this feeling?

Life has just become work, gym, girlfriend. I really like her, every free moment I have I spend on her. I uh- I really~ like her. I wanna tell her how I really feel. About how strong my feelings are for her. She told me to sit on them, to let them ruminate.

Which was a good idea, I don't feel it yet. I was just feeling it extra that day. Everyone has told me that when you know you know, that it's never too soon. I told myself to wait. To make sure first.

March 5th - 8th - Whirlwind of everything

The Thursday I finally got to ask her out in a way I was happy with. I only hope she feels the same. We were at Boston Pizza when I gave her, her Lego Sunflowers, her card and her Djungleskorg. She loved them all, but the Djungleskorg won by a landslide.

Friday, we were supposed to go downtown for Lindsey's birthday. We didn't end up going, FUCK! I feel so bad. I didn't let her know we weren't coming, and she had a table ready and everything. I hoped she had other people going. Fuck. I met more of Tania's friends instead, we went for August 8.

We rotted in bed for most of Saturday morning. We drove around for food and dessert in Etobicoke before Phoenix's Birthday. Of which I was NOT supposed to play. So tell me why I was getting my ankles broken by 14 year olds. I was on Tito Chris, Justin and Nick Nicks team, what an embarresing display. At least my family was kind. My body is sore as shit though. I was able to bring her home after the party and she got to stay the night.

Waking up to my love is such an other worldly feeling. Though I could do without the rush of leaving the house. I forgot we lost an hour overnight and so waking up at 10 am now becomes 11 am, which means we were late to get out of bed. My mom and I dropped Tania off before picking up the kids and mama, then dropping off Logan and then going to St. Catherines. Holy shit-! I just drove for three hours.

Lola Linda is such a small thing to the strong woman I remember her as. I hope this isn't the last I see of her. I was out all day, I need rest. We walked for an hour. I need sleep. I drove home.

March 9th, 2026

• life has been such a whirlwind

• Things have been moving a thousand light years a second

• I’ve barely had a moment to think

• What a beautiful problem to have

• Three months ago I had so much time I didn’t know what to do with myself

• Now I am belong to my girlfriend and I couldn’t be happier

• I only wish I could fix myself so she doesn’t have a half baked person

March 10th, 2026

I had my lover over, we had El Mariachi's, I showed her my Minecraft world. I am in love with life. I love having her in it.