June 22nd - 26th, 2026 - A New Perspective

June 22nd, 2026

Monday spent the night at Tania’s playing our game!!! It was fun to yap and teach her the basics of dungeons. We had pizza and icecream. It was a nice night.

June 23rd, 2026

Work! Gym! Fall of Avalon!

June 24th, 2026

Work! gym! Do stuff for mamas invitations.

June 25th, 2026

Busy day at work on the bbq. Got to my mom’s place then mamas place then took the train into the city. Crazy lady wouldn’t let us have a seat.

I miss Tania. :(

That blue jays game was lowkenuinely boring. But!!! I watched it. For the first time ever I learned about the game. In that 5 hour I found out more about baseball then in the last 26 years.

June 26th, 2026

I'm a little out of sorts today. The week has been short but the days have been long. I've just finished The Amazing Digital Circus. I remember falling in love with that first episode, thinking it'd be something special. It is crazy to think I was 23 back then. My old life. I had the same feeling as I did back then when watching the latest and final episode. It did have me thinking however about my life. The ending is very existential, it forces the characters to look inward, it forces the viewer to do the same. I didn't know if I liked what I saw. I thought I'd be dead by now. I'm still here and I have no idea what I'm doing. I don't go out with my friends like I once did, Dungeons is hanging by a thread and that's my fault. I want to play I do but there is no denying I have lost a part of that spark I once had, I am still living in my mothers guest room, I still work my dead end job, and I am no where close to achieving my dreams. What is this life?

It is however, the only one I have. I love every second I have played dungeons with my friends and family, even the most boring games were still enough to make me want more. I adore my friends at work, every hardship thrown at us has only made me feel closer to them. I'm not quitting my dreams I'm just focusing on things more in my control at this moment. I live with my loving mother and my two lovely annoying siblings. I will forever cherish the time I have spent with my friends, they have made me the person I am, and I cannot wait to make more memories with them. This life is a wonderful beautiful thing, I may not fully understand it but I am so glad to have it. The art that I consume, the time I spend, I love it all. Life has been moving at a speed so fast I can never just stop and think. I'm glad I got to do so today.

To top everything off, I have found someone in this life that I only wish I had met sooner. I have merged my life with another's into a tangled mess. Have you ever tried painting at the same time as someone else on the same canvas? We use different colours, different brushes, we have different paints and techniques, different references and inspirations. I've never seen something more beautiful. The differences compliment each other and bring us closer, the similarities make us smile, I have taught and been taught the most wonderful new things. I know what it is to be loved. Life is kind to me.

I am very excited to see my love again. I will hold her until my arms tire and then hold her still. I will try my brain to list the smallest details of my love for her. I hope she feels about me as I do for her.

There is lots of art releasing at this time, I am excited to see it all. From The Bear, to Supergirl and everything between.