September 29th, 2025 - Doomscrolling with a Roster

Aw bums. I was supposed to text 4 women today. How many did I? 0000000!!!! I fear however I’ve lost my edge, I don’t have that dawg in me like I did in the morning. I’m nervous about texting Nicole so I was gonna message the two girlies off Hinge but I lost the plot. I’ve hit a creative brick wall, no idea where to go from where I left off a week ago. I’m frying my brain too much. I’ve got like a 7hr daily average on my phone and it’s fucking doomscrolling. I need to reset myself. I don’t even know what I did today.

Work was fine, Drizzy made a couple Alex mistakes but it’s fine I’ll beat those out of him. Dimitri didn’t seem overly upset at me but I would like to get him something so he knows I’m apologetic. Tita and I banged the service rush out then had Drez handle the rest. We sat for lunch with Roy and Lu. I think tomorrow will be a good day. We won’t be understaffed for once.

The gym was also fine. I’m pretty fat… like- my lack of cardio and weeks of missing the gym have caught up to me. I need to reset everything about me, not a hard reset but a soft reboot for sure. I have to catch up to where I used to be, in both body and mind. I hate to play catch up with myself every few months. I will be better.

You already know the rest, I got home and doom scrolled. God save my brain, and find me the courage to shoot my shots.

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Generational comeback, I texted 3/4 people I was supposed to today. I even texted back friends and family. I texted Chino to find out that he has a date with the girl he was chasing. Is that what motivated me to text the 3/4? Maybe. I... will ask them out this week... tomorrow-ish...

Annjeletee tomorrow!!! yippie!!!! I'm going to bed now, goodnight.

• Dyl