September 9th - 13th, 2025 - The no good week, and the really good day

This has been, one of the more hectic weeks of my life. Everything moved at break neck speeds. With my phone having drowned, dealing with the repercussions of Blue, trying to text Mexican shyt. Life has been busy, good, busy. I really don’t know when to breathe, I haven’t been to the gym in weeks, work is exhausting with only the four of us. Where I do not regret letting the last guy go, I am counting down the days to Drez. Ughh-! I’m not even speaking to you coherently.

Let’s start from Tuesday. After the disaster that was work and Erin Mills Tuesday didn’t fare much better. My boss had mixed up the days of a catering and made it for the wrong week. WE barely made service in time. We stayed late to clean and when I got home I spent it setting up the new phone. I missed Kiara (my last phone) I wish I hadn’t dropped her. I’ve only had her a year.

Wednesday was okay. I feel the work was even more intense despite the lighter work load. We prepped for tomorrow as best we could, served with a smile. When i got home I took my mom and sister to Pac Mall so I could fix the old phones screen. I also picked up a Kakashi Lafufu. I spent the rest of the night trying to transfer the data from Kiara to Batphone. A lost cause, I managed to get all my messages but everything else…

Thursday. I don’t have the words for the work, I gave roy his Labubu, and later we watched Infinity Castle. I cannot- I understand that people are allowed to enjoy whatever they want but Demon Slayer ain’t it bruh. The animation for fights is gorgeous damn near nut worthy but I don’t care for these characters, for this world. I like Tanjiro as a person but I don’t care. The movie was stunning, but I fell asleep. When I got home at 1:30 I knocked out.

Friday was easier, the first in a while. The day moved slowly and quickly all at once, we had lunch with Lou and I texted Sara. I literally have a fineshyt Latina girl banging my line and I’m not even paying attention. “If he wanted to he would” is so real bc if it was {Redacted} my phone would be sopping. I had a fun session, the first in a while, the players defeated the Aboleth and now we can move forward with the plot.

Saturday-! Genuine relaxation. I woke up at noon and fixed up the mess that was my living space. I picked up the clothes, changed the sheets, put shii away, did some laundry. I need to sweep still but at least we’ve made some progress.

Around 3, my mom and I made our way to TPO. God, women are so fine I wish they were real. After that we grabbed the two kids and headed to X’s party. It’s so nice to see my cousins. Nico dyed his hair, it looks nice! I didn’t really get to see it because the lights were so wonky at the place and outside was dark but I liked it. He got first both games, I came in second. That’s a reoccurring theme between us, I cannot for the life of me beat this guy, I’m always second. In truth it doesn’t really bother me all that much. I think it definitely used to. I certainly had a tinge on jealousy when I was younger but like… it’s a game with my cousins, tf I need to be the best for? The 2 girls and nic made it onto 1 team while I had all the young kids… AND WE WON YUHHHHHH SUGMA!!! YALL ARE DOOKIE!!! YAHHHH. We bought some parachute men as celebration and played outside. I showed off the bow and arrow.

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I thought about this the other day, life used to be so much worse. The days were horrid and I genuinely wanted to die. Living wasn’t made for me, I thought. How wretched, how wicked, how utterly awful. My every moment was spent trying to please someone who hated me. After Blue Mountain- I don’t want them anywhere near me. I don’t need them! I am an entirely realized human being on my own, there is no such thing as codependency with me. Just look at everything I’ve built, my plans to move out, my desire for freedom, my shackles are shattered, my cage has crumpled, I am entirely-! Me? Life is very, very good.