May 21st, 2025 - I'm Tired

I dunno... I've been trying to find the words for today and I just keep typing, deleting and trying again all to no avail. When I boil the day down into a few short sentences it all seems so small. Just know, that it was an easy day at work, the gym was tiring, I overate and spent my downtime playing Cyberpunk and watching Brooklyn 99. That has been my routine as of late and I fear it's gone stale. But I really want to finish both of those before moving on. My coworker, 19 M, is telling me of his life and it is beyond strange to see someone just starting life. He's younger than when I started working there and it scares me to think about how long I've been there. I really really should go back to school. Reconnect with friends, do something. I want to live again, I want to fall in love and stay up late having fun, get drunk, party, go clubbing. I want to experience life again. Do you know that picture of the bird in the cage without any bars? How I feel. I dunno. But I hope you're where you need to be, I hope all your day's long and fulfilling, I wish for your nights long and refreshing. Goodnight! - Dyl