May 10th 2025 - Dismal Dungeon Mastering

After a dismal display of dungeon mastering last night I spent four hours this morning planning out the next couple of sessions so I don't make the same mistake, at least not for a while. While I wrote, I had Brooklyn 99 playing in the background. For me it is a show that reminds me of a simpler time, I was younger and without care or responsibilities. It brings me a brief reprieve from the routine I've fallen into. As I watched, as I wrote, I ate. I over indulged myself with jerk chicken, gluttoned myself into a food coma and knocked out for a couple of hours. I floated in and out of conciousness, my mother and siblings had gone for a walk they rang the doorbell as if a killer ran behind them. My body did not move, the sun kissed my skin and my cat purred into my arm and sleep made itself a friend. I woke up, Four hours had passed and the day was barely lived, another regret I will carry forever, wasted time. I left the house and headed to Erin Mills Cineplex. My mother and I had planned for a dinner and a movie for tomorrow; it would be a shame if I didn't prepare for it. At the theatre, I purchased our tickets and in the mall I bought our snacks, I took both to the car and just watched the sun set while I drove home. The breeze was kind, the sky was gentle and if not for spring, I think I would've fallen into a depression. I thought again, back to younger years, back to hanging out with friends. Everything I have lost. I got home, played with my brother for a spell and then booted up my newly purchased Cyberpunk 2077. I aquianted myself with the game until the early morning and then kissed my bed as sleep and I fell into another tryst. I hope your freetime is spent wisely, I hope all your skies are beautiful and I hope you are living life the way you want to. With all the love in the world, - Dyl