June 1st, 2025 - Hating me is homophobic

I don't want to write today. I cleaned my room. I cut my hair and showered. I went to Canadian Tire and bought a bunch of shit for my car. I cleaned my car, put in new seat covers and mats. I tried to fix up the scratches and changed my license plate covers. I lied to the guy who sold me my hotdogs, I told him I was born in the Philippines. --- Man fuck you. You dont give a shit about me. How could you just talk shit about me like it was breathing. I fought you in a day dream and picked you up from the ground (Obviously I won). You said it from the jump, you told me you would make me codependant and leave, you told me we were never friends, you called me stupid, an idiot, a dickhead. And after everything I still thought you were the sun. I meant nothing to you, I was less than the dirt you walked on. I miss you everyday. Fuck you. --- I don't really want to leave the house anymore, but if I do I wanna put on my car decals. --- Wanted to play Cyberpunk but my brain was done so I laid down and read the Death of Superman instead. My siblings asked if I wanted to play Clue Escape with them. It's pretty fun! They squeezed an escape room into a board game and all the answers are numbers that lead you to more clues. We finished the tutorial and most of the first level but it got late so we put it away mid game. Hopefully we can continue later. I think I'll watch some B99, unwind and then read Death of Superman