July 7th, 2025 - Nothing

I ain't do shii. Napped and Doomscrolled Katseye reels. Work was aight, I caught up with my coworkers as much as I could. I didn't have the pics ready tho.

I caught up to Dandadan. They beat the sharknado and now they have to do another side mission before they can cure Momo.

I’m half watching Bunny girl senpai while organizing my Vancouver pics. I- what the hell is this show? Homeboy is dating senpai but then he has to pretend to date another girl. Sure I get that. But the paranormal stuff??? No one can perceive bunny senpai until he processes his love for her, he and the other girl relive the same month bc she needs to grow as a person? Hrmnn. I was expecting slice of life and I got sci-fi.

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I am- so alone. I don’t know where this came from but I have nothing. I miss having crushed and best friends and people text, I miss existing-

They go out every mf weekend- I don’t exist. I hate it. I want to be real so bad, but I don’t want to plan the shit, I hate that. I used to just pull up to function being weird vibes and dip. Now I have to talk to this person, get into contact with this guy, plan this. I can’t. You’re asking me to fundamentally change myself to make it work and that’s why I stopped existing. I stopped being catered to. I miss my life.