July 6th, 2025 - Welcome back

12pm is a late start, but after the week that I’ve had I think deserve the rest. For a nothing day I actually enjoyed it. My dress up darling is back, I saw episode 1 and- do you remember what I said about Dandadan S2? How they took everything from the first season and turned it to 11, how they used animation to its fullest? My Dress Up Peak is the exact same. Marin and Gojo are back in a big way. It’s funny, it’s pretty, it’s loud, it’s vibrant, I love season 2.

I opened up Sango, Scarecrow and Flash. They’re all posing on my shelf now. The Batman rogues reunited, The Justice League near completion and team Inuyasha one member bigger. Flash is kinda hard to pose but I’ll get used to it.

I started “Rascal dreams of Bunny Girl Senpai” it’s not something I would normally watch I don’t think but Lily was talking about it, and cloverworks is working on its latest addition so I wanna give it a try. It’s aight. It’ll take some time to get into I think.

Clair Obscur… the copium was still going, even as they were putting my man in the ground I kept thinking he’d be back. Gustave is gone. They held his funeral and I wept.

I ordered Chinese, I was gonna go out to buy food and an SD reader but my car keys were missing, only returned recently. Shii was bussin’ respectfully. I cut my hair and showered today too.

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I’m so petrified that this is only half a life. Shouldn’t I be out with friends? Doing things you can only do in your 20s? I’ve never been to the club, actually there’re more things I haven’t done than have. More places I’ve never seen than been. Isn’t this only half a life. I should be a trillionaire, doing every thing there is to do. When’s the last time I felt romantic love? 7 years ago. Near a decade. Isn’t this only half a life.

I hope this life is worth living. For the version of me tomorrow, I hope I’ve made you proud today.

- Dyl