July 10th, 2025 - A better tomorrow

I deserve to be happy. I woke up with that notion in my head. I drove to work with it burning into my brain like a mantra. I deserve every scrap of joy I’ve ever been given. I deserve the world and so much more.

Do you remember when I wanted to buy the Gundam and I impulse drove to Chinatown? I had the same feeling at lunch. Superman comes out tomorrow, and early screenings drop today. I've been looking at seatings since yesterday, what else was there to do but buy a ticket. 4pm I better be at that theatre. Aaaaand of course our dishwasher breaks. I help as much as I feel possible, never enough. 3:30 rolls around faster than expected and I have to leave "early" so much for shift lead. My leader duties are dragging, blame the week. I drive. I make it to the theatre with ease and the movie starts in 10 minutes.

---- One Superman film later ---

I believe a man can fly. Superman is so back. starts a blog to write down feelings, cannot properly convey feelings through words I’m so happy. The movie was really good. I came out the theatre like that smiling dog in the sun meme. I think it isn’t without its flaws, but I love it so. I feel peace.

I laughed in the car because this is the same feeling I had when my sister got married. What superman does to a mf.

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Got home and took a walk for an hour. Listened to the new Kevin Abstract. It’s nice, he’s keeping up with that indie pop sound. He even linked back up with Ameer, his voice is all over the album. Makes me hold out hope to see ppl I love again. It’s a really lowkey sound, with personal vocals. There’s only a couple of bombastic songs, and all of them sport a heavy amount of features.

Got home, I should've gone to bed. I stayed up late playing Exp33, watching some shit on youtube. I believe in a better tomorrow. - Dyl