December 16th, 2025 - Under Qualified to Waste My Days

On the one hand, my muscles atrophy with everyday I spend away from the gym. On the other, I have so much time!! Wahoo!! I’ve decided to place my debt simply out of my mind and to not even think about my problems!!!

Work is getting more… not volatile but there is a bubbling lid and I know it’s going to boil over soon and a part of me hates that it is my job to fix it. I don’t have the life experience for it, we just be making anyone good enough to deal with problems beyond their experience. I was taught how to cook, I have no idea how to handle adults… none of this- all of this is my first time around, how am I supposed to know-!

Ahem-! Problems out of sight, I did really play any games, I dunno. I just like turning my brain off when I get home ( HELP ME!!! IM TRAPPED IN HERE!!! HEL) I don’t really want to think at all. I was finally gonna run some Exp33 but there was an update. ( I DOOM SCROLLED FOR HOURS, HELP ME!!) it felt so nice to do nothing (HE LIES!! I READ CSM AND DANDADAN BUT I COULD DO SO MUCH MO-)

Yea. I dunno. Waste of a day to be honest with you. I can truly do so much more. On the realest note possible, I really like Renee, I think she’s really cool and I wanna talk to her everyday; I’m terrified of her as she is a women and have no idea how to broach speaking to her.