August 7th, 2025 - Work is Hectic but life is kind.

I pray for days where my only entry isn’t talking about how tired I am, how I want things to improve, the longing.

Uhm. I had a rough time getting up in the morning, I got two texts detailing how my employees don’t wanna employee. Everybody sick asl.

I broke the bad news to Liz and Annjelette, Heaven Help Us. The work day was. And yet we persist! Tomorrow is Friday, life is good.

I really Did enjoy myself yesterday. I’m glad I changed my mind and actually did something, though I wish I had more time with Nene, with everyone. I gotta talk to my mom, sit her down and have a proper conversation. She ratted me out to the pigs yesterday, she said I’m going to talk to them today like I don’t have a life. Like I don’t have anything better to do than aid evil. Anyway- I’ll try to get something together for Sarurday. I wanted the East Side girls too but they’re busy me thinks. They texted today wishing me happy birthday. I held no anger in my heart that they didn’t, I was just confused.

My friends however, that one stings. Klarence and Raj are good. I knew Drez didn’t know my birthday. I know for a fact Martin doesn’t know nobody’s birthday. Ry knows tho. hmmmm. Mayhaps forgot. I’m yet to respond to everyone.

Tita Gina gave me my gift in the parking lot, I wasn’t paying attention but I realized halfway home what it is. It’s the same size as my Batman Knife box and feels like the same weight. I think it’s a Dalstrong Superman knife. Actually! You know what- now that I think about it she was asking me how I take care of my Batman one- oh I clocked her. 😤

Imma open my gifts

i AM loved, and Shawty must have MUST HAVE read my blog. Because how- that was one of the most guttural heart wrenching pieces of writing I’ve ever endured. I saw the wall of text as I opened it and started crying. I put the card down and questioned if I was strong enough to read it. I am loved, seen, appreciated; my heart is full. That, more than the knife potentially, was exactly what I wanted for my birthday. :))