August 30th, 31st, 2025 - Bleach and Birthdays

August 30th

Is it really murder if they’re a Tesla driver and can’t use a roundabout?

I watched Peakpepeak, My Peak up Peak and Peakmaker today.

I had a great time with the cousins bleach painting our shirts. I’m sorry to Freya who I kept out too long.

August 31st

Cleaning one’s room might be genuine magic. To go from squaller and filth to pristine and clean raises dopamine a thousand fold. I finally fixed my carpet, I changed my sheets, I swept and I finally fixed my desk. It took me the greater part of the morning but I got it done.

I’ve just been informed that Dave can’t make it to Blue. I hope these aren’t cracks beginning to form; not when I’m so close. I will keep this ship from sinking with my own skin and bones if it comes to it. Losing Dave is a bit of a big blow, though I hope everyone will have a good time still. And I wish Dave the best in regard to what he has to go to instead of blue. I’m sorry Dave, I would’ve loved to see you there.

I saw another episode of My Peak up Darling. Good.

Tito Arnis Birthday was nice! Though I felt we moved a mile a minute. Some of the greatest moments in life are played in slow motion. They’re the quietest most intimate. Where time stops and the world doesn’t exist save for those closest to you. As we sat down the food was being delivered faster than I could eat it. If only we could spend the day all together. Doing nothing, talking. Talking. To someone who has never done anything but change my life for the better; Happy Birthday Tito Arni. There isn’t a life lesson you’ve taught that I don’t carry with me everyday.

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I didn’t really know what to do with myself in the evening. The event was over. I cleaned my room, my life is on track. There are things I still need to get done but maybe for today I’ve done enough. I’m watching the peacemaker podcast now. I’m browsing Instagram, looking at figures. I think I miss playing with toys. Someone so integral to my childhood has been stripped of my adulthood. I believe it’s space. I’ve outgrown my zoo inclosure. When you’re little, the entire world is huge, your figures are small. It’s very easy to play on the floor, you’re like 2’ tall. Now? I’m 6’7”, how the hell am I gonna play on the floor with 2 square metres of space? It doesn’t work out.