August 2nd, 2025 - Life Good

I like having no alarm. It’s liberating, freeing, I’m not shackled to the chains of waking up half asleep. My brain barely functioning as I get in a 5 tonne steel trap going 100km/h. Yeah it’s nice! I woke up at 7:30, decided it was too early to exist and went back to bed. Kimi nudged and prodded at me but I remained dead to the world, content to be a corpse a little longer.

Finally i decided it was time. I set my clothes out, brushed my teeth. My room is a mess. My carpet is in disarray, my dutty clothes sit in a pile while my clean clothes exist in my laundry basket. Nothing feels neat. A problem for later. I microwaved a pizza, filled up my waters, and fed kimchi! Then I was gone.

As I was eating my pizza on the road I discovered that someone didn’t put any tomato sauce on it. I was eating mf boneless pizza. Shit was still bussin’ I was just whelmed. I missed my exit and still made it to Sq1 with time to spare. I parked near the Rec Room towards the bus station and waited. Roy called saying to meet him at Uniqlo and I started the day officially.

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And what a day it was!! We walked all around the mall, what a joy it is to exist like this. To be perceived not by strangers but by a friend. When I walk alone all I can think of are the evil thoughts of those around me (they literally do not give a shit), they judge me with their glares. But today? I joked, I laughed, I didn’t even realize there were other people in the mall. Save for the few angels that roamed the Earth around us.

I discovered a sunrise records had opened up and they were holding a 3/$100, I picked up Lana Del Rey’s “Paradise”, Wallows “Nothing Happens” and Pan!c at the D!sco’s “Pretty Odd”.  What a steal man, also I learned that Machine Gun Kelly is going to be at that store for a meet and greet on my birthday next week. Hrmnn.

I also picked up a pair of baggy jeans and some new shoes from Urban Planet. Roy bought me a black sesame drink and we both ate at Patty King. I ordered extra spicy but that shit was less than mild, it was hot af tho. I spilled some of the beef on my finger and it hurt so bad. There were these two girls that kept looking at me; I have no idea how or why but they looked so familiar. Even as we left they were staring, Roy didn’t notice until I pointed it out and then he couldn’t stop noticing it. I- I think they’re a distant cousin?? They looked Pinay but I have no idea.

I forgot to pick up pastries from Saint Germain or Purple Bakeshop, always tomorrow. We ended the day at Uniqlo. I said bye to roy and thanked him for the day.

When I got home I wanted to sit in the backyard but the sun wasn’t shining back there. Without its rays what was the point? I headed in and did a lot of nothing on my computer. I was okay with being unproductive. I had spent the morning socializing, it’s okay to relax.

I do wish I worked out though. I could do it right now. Right now. Now. I could do it right now. I’m not doing it. My waist has looked slimmer recently. I would like to keep that momentum going. So I’ll work out now, now. Right now. Riiighht… now. (I ain’t doing that shii)

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I finished a project from 2019 today. The pyramid in Minecraft is finally finished. At least the exterior. I placed the finishing blocks and then decided to renovate. I might want to replace it all with stairs because it looks nicer and you don’t have to jump. Ugh. Damn me and my foolishness.

I downloaded and uninstalled that horse game. I couldn’t pass the tutorial, it was too much, too little. I liked the premise but not the execution. I tried playing Exp33 but I’ve lost most of my steam for it. I do and don’t want to play Minecraft. I’m playing that gay coffee game from April.