August 23rd, 2025 - Not in front of the cuzz

Brain-! Bad-! Blegh-!

The rot consumes entirely. From 10:30am to 2pm I wasted away. After the most productive week I had to just decompress, not exist for a moment. A shame however, I wanted to do things today. No matter, another time. I’ve showered, shaved and changed into a very mid outfit to see my cousins later.

This dumb stupid idiot of a sister of mine went to war with me trying to play Katseye while I’m listening to my music. I stg I’ll choke her out, she tries to play this shit again.

And then my snack stash was robbed. I have no issue with sharing that isn’t my problem. But I detest vehemently and without mercy when I have plans cemented into my brain and they are destroyed, demolished and decimated in front of me without warning. I picked up the snacks expecting to be able to use them. I wake the next morning and everything I just picked up is gone and I’m left with the scraps. Huh? I’ll just re up next week I guess but- it’s not exactly- this isn’t me being selfish or greedy I’m just upset when I wanted to drink water and you gave me coke. The taste touches my tongue and my body roils, it convulses, my skin crawls and I want to be violent. I have to put stuff away for myself now.

——written on Monday 25th

Ugh! Ignore whatever that was. Activate was so much fun! I picked up Nico and we made our way to Pickering. The drive was- egh. A little annoying with how heavy traffic was otherwise it was aight. We got there before the two girls so we just hung out with Ninang Amanda for a bit. She gave us burgers and muffins.

Georgia booked the time and we headed out as soon as Andie got home. Georgia had made her own merch for the band she liked (I need to take notes). After we got to Activate we took some before pictures and then jumped straight into it. It was really fun, I liked the jumping ones where you had to push all the tiles, the memory ones were ahh, and I actually genuinely enjoyed the hoop dreams ones. I thought I was gonna get my ass kicked so I stopped trying and just started throwing the balls at Georgia and Andie and Nicos hoops to stop them from getting in. AND IT WORKED!!! I won 2 rounds in a row doing that. Andie lost her glasses at some point and when we went to ask the front if they’d seen it one of the workers was chatting up my cousins big time. Nico and I just raised our eyebrows at each other and laughed at it later but the guy was trying to be as chalant as possible to Andie and Georgia. Eventually Andie found her glasses in the first room we were in; we took more pictures, then we headed out.

The fateful reunion! I finally got to go back to the social and it was…! It was okay. They didn’t have lobster Mac and cheese so I got mussels and they were just okay. Georgia however had the greatest sandwich known to man because she went non verbal for 40 minutes while the rest of us talked and ate. I payed for the meal in secret and when my cousins asked for the bill I didn’t even realize. We waited around for an hour and a half before they started getting confused. That’s when I let them know. We continued to stay and talk till 12. I was about to order more food when Georgia cut us off to go. We said goodbye to the girls when we got to their place and Nico and I headed home. I didn’t realize until after I dropped Nic off but a panel under my car came loose and it scraped against the highway all night. I kicked it back into place before I got home but… I dunno.